Uhm, this is my first fiction and I decided to write One-Shot SongFic. And my choice is Over - one of my most favorite from Lindsay Lohan. I hope everybody will like it.
" I watched the walls around me crumble
but its not like that will build em up again
so here your last change for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye"
May was all alone in her room and she looked through the window. She watched the old street while the leaves were falling down softly. She didn't know why she cried. She told herself a thousand times that she had to say goodbye but finally she wasted her chances.
" What is love? Why? Why does it always hurt me ? " - This question was still on her mind and she herself couldn't answer it. Somebody said that the first love would be the most beautiful one of your life but it could be the most painful one when it was broken. She tried to smile but it seemed she couldn't pretend that she didn't need Drew. And.....
" I cant live without you
can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
tell me that its over
because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
tell me that it's over
And ill be the first to go "
May sat down and turned her CD player on. The sky got darker and it began to rain
" Love songs again. " - May whispered, " Will my love be endless like what I'm listening now? ".
These sweet lyrics and melodies made her think about the days she used to be happy with Drew. May knew that she would be never brave enough to say goodbye, so she just waited for Drew coming and say it to her. Everything became confusing, she couldn't think of anything, those love songs were so meaningless to her.
" Don't want to be the last to know
Don't want to be the one to chase you
But at the same time your the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
and the more I try to feel the less I'm whole "
The phone rang and she immediately catched it. She heard Drew talk to her. She wanted him to say it to her now. But on the other side, she still hoped they would forget the pains and begin a new love.
" May? Is it you "
" Yes, it's me " - May answered tiredly
" I think I should tell you now " - Drew said, " We should end everything right now. I'm sorry for saying it but I don't have a choice. "
" No, it's not your fault. I see " - May smiled bitterly
She had ended the call before Drew said something.
She leaned on the wall and told herself : " Haha, it's over! Really over! ".
She laughed but her tears kept on falling. May broke everything in her room. She burned the pictures about her & Drew........These memories were past.......When this love was over, so what would make them last forever.........
It was raining heavily outside. May closed her eyes and lied on the cold floor. Everything was sleeping in silence......