Sorry for re writting this again. i somehow couldn't deal with the first one so i changed, the plot hasn't changed that much. the only thing that changed is that i used the japanese names for the chararthers.
Please forgive me for re wrteing this again. *begs for forgiveness*
English - Japanese
Ash - Satoshi
May - Hakura
Drew - Shuu
Dawn - Hikari
Brock - Takeshi
Max - Masoto
Misty - Kasumi
Nurse joy - Joisan
Delia - Hanako
Soul (HG/SS girl) - Kotone
"Everyone is a fool when it comes to love."
What if i betrayed us?Would you ever forgive me?...
Did I do something wrong?
Could you blame me if I told you?
No, you wouldn’t understand if I did.
If only I had the courage to tell him why I did that.
I still feel my heart racing the day he was in hospital. When I heard he was sick I came running as fast as I could go. I felt the lactic acid starting to build in my legs.
But I didn’t care.
I needed to see him.
Before it was too late.
“Jōisan!” I called as I saw her walking down one of the hallways. “Jōisan, please tell me where room 23C is please!” I repeated.
“Upstairs.” Jōisan pointed.
“Thank you.” I replied as I ran to the stairs Jōisan had pointed to earlier.
After a long chase to find room 23C I finally found the door that kept me from him. My feet finally stand still since coming here, I placed my hand on the handle and grasped it, I tighten my grip on the metal handle. I didn’t know what to expect.
If he was dead or not.
I pushed the handle down and pushed the door in front of me slowly. As the gap increased in size I felt my heart beat a second faster and my grip on the metal handle got tenser. Soon the door couldn’t go any further. I wanted the door to go further so I wouldn’t have to see in what condition he was until someone came up to me and tell he was all right.
I released my grip and looked over my shoulder and found him all asleep, so innocent. As I walked over to him I felt my legs losing their strength and soon I ended up collapsing in front of his body. I fell face first on his torso. I looked up onto his face and ran my hair through his thick black hair.
Then I heard the noise I though I would only hear in my nightmares.
I looked up to the monitor and saw a thin green line at the bottom of the screen. My eyes widen with shock and fear and soon water filled in my eyes and found their way down my face. I quickly looked at him as he still had his eyes closed but his chest was not moving up and down. I heard Takeshi call for the doctors with also him scared of losing one of his dearest friends. While I was about to lose the man I loved and treasured so.
I felt Hanako grab me as I tried to go back into Ash’s arms as the doctors ran into the room with equipment that might save Satoshi’s life.
“You can’t die Satoshi!” I yelled. “You can’t die!”
All of that happened six months ago.
“Yep.” I replied with a smile.
“Well are you coming over to celebrate?”
I didn’t know what to reply; I bit my bottom lip and tighten my grip on the phone.
“Hello Hakura? Are you still there?”
My lips froze, my head was all out of answer all of a sudden, Should I? After what happened six months ago? Was i ready to face my fear and has he forgiven me yet?
Their were too many questions for me to answer, most of them had no answer. I placed my hand on my head so I could concentrate once more, when I did I replied.
“Hakura?” the other person on the phone asked again.
“Sorry about that Hanako.” I replied as i found the words to reply. “I was...” I paused and replied. “Thinking to myself again.”
“Well dear.” Hanako begun. “Would like to celebrate your win here in Pallet?”
“I would...” I paused and sighed and soon replied. “I would love too.” I said in a cheery voice, trying to convince Hanako that was was happy to go back to Pallet.
Even I wasn’t.
“Okay dear.” Hanako replied. “See you in three days okay?”
“See you in three days then.” I replied as I dropped the phone and took a sigh of relief.
“So you’re going back to Pallet Hakura?” A voice replied right after i dropped the phone.
“Yes Saori.” I replied with a nod. “I need to do this.”
“Very well.” Saori replied. “When are you leaving?” She asked.
“Three days.” I replied.
“Would you want me to help you to ready then?”
“Not yet Saori.” I replied. “I need to make one last phone call.”
“Alright then.” Saori replied as she left me alone once again. I picked up the phone once again and dialled the number to the person I wanted to talk to. When I finished pushing the number down I heard the phone starting to ring and I waited until somebody picked up the phone.
“Hello?” the person greeted.
“Hey Kotone.” I greeted. “Long time no chat eh?”
“Six months and still thinking about you.” I said to myself as I looked on the path, kicking a small pebble each step I took but I was interrupted by a cell phone rang in my pocket. I quickly dug into her pocket and answer the call.
“Hey Hakura. It’s me Shuu.”
“Look I’m not in the mood. Ash’s mom invited me to visit them in Pallet.” I replied but I quickly covered my mouth realising what I had just said.
“Your going aren’t you?” Shuu asked. “You do know that...”
“I know Shuu.” I replied slightly annoyed. “Let’s not go through this again please.”
“Fine fine.” Shuu replied. “Just making sure...”
“Look let’s just get off topic and I wish you luck in the Orre grand festival.”
“Thanks Hakura.” Shuu replied. “I’ll see you when I get back.”
“See you then.” I replied in soft voice and ended the call and looked up towards the sky and soon memories ran into my mind.
“Hey that one looks like a Swablu!”
“And that one looks a rose.”
I quickly sat up and looked at Drew with a curious look on my face. Drew soon noticed my stare.
“Why are you looking at me like that?”
“Does everything in your life have to be rose-related?”
All Shuu could replied with a laugh at me. Making me more cross but was soon was wiped away when she saw Shuu laughing for the first time. Without him
noticing I slightly blushed and smiled.
“If only I could go back and live those memories again.” I replied as I laid down on the green lush grass. I still looked at the sky as my memory of Satoshi came back to me.
“What is it?”
“Do you ever wonder how it feels to walk and hug a cloud?”
“Nope.” Satoshi replied as he continued to lie on the grass and look at the sky above him.
“Let me guess.” I replied as I put my finger under my chin and pretended to think and lay in my boyfriends arms. “All you think about is how to improve in
pokemon battles right?”
“Nope.” Satoshi replied as he turned his head so he could face me. “I also think about food.” He smiled.
“What?!” I sat up in shock and turned my back and crossed her arms. “You don’t think about me?”
“Of course not.”Satoshi smiled as he sat up and wrapped his arms around me as I slightly blushed. “You didn’t let me finish. I also think about you.”
I turned around and embraced my boyfriend with a smile on my face.
“I also think about you too.” I smiled. “A lot.”
As my mind reminded me of these memories I felt something wet run down my cheeks. I touched it and found out I was crying.
"Oh Satoshi." I said as my voice dropped into a whisper. "I miss you so much."
End of chapter.