
Originally Posted by
Bugwarrior
Hey I'm back and in need of being around gay people! Hopefully I will be able to post here more and give opinions and such to people in need but at the moment I'm clueless at what to do for my own situation. And it's super complicated and confusing so I'm going to ask all you random gay/bi/friends for some help.
So you see I'm a Sophomore in high school and I'm in choir and such. At the beginning of this year all the new freshmen came in and I thought one of them was super cute and I would see him staring at me so I decided that I would go sit next to him. Over the past few months we became decent friends. We would talk in class and online and I would help him out with all this choir stuff. After while he seemed to be getting close to me and for two weeks we kept making eye contact and he would talk to me more often and I was really really happy about this.
However, one night at a choir party I told my friend that he was acting super close but she cut me off and told me that she had to tell me something. Apparently two weeks ago, (right when he started acting close to me) she was talking to him and he was telling her how cool I was and how I helped him out and just how much he looked up to me. She somehow let it slip during this conversation that I liked him. According to her his reaction was. "HE LIKES ME!?!?!?" And then seemed to be thinking and just walked away.
I flipped out, it means that for the past two weeks that he was getting close that he knew I liked him! I then decided that I would talk to him the next day at school but that failed because I came to find out that he had gotten himself a girlfriend! This made me feel quite terrible and I could feel things slipping between us. And we did not talk at all the week before winter break or over winter break.
Then over the break I was ranting to my friend (the one that told him) and she said that I should not give up hope because he did not write me off when I told him and seemed to actually entertain the thought. But I told her that he had a girlfriend, she told me that they had broken up a few hours earlier. This made me super happy.
Today we went back to school and I was in choir like normal. But he did not talk to me at all and I felt like something had happened. I was getting depressed but then I was called out and when I was getting ready to leave he looked at me and said "damn you...." with a smirk on his face because I was getting to leave and he was not and then he proceeded to kiddingly ask if I could just ignore the call and stay. Thus, confusing me even more and now I have no idea what to do.... UGH!