The Gay/Lesbian/Bisexual Alliance Club

[Joshua - Shadow Brigadier]

Ok, if anyone doesn't want to hear me rant, you might want to skip this post. I need to vent.

I decided to be honest with another of my friends (one already knew, as he and I kinda were... let's skip that for the moment, shall we?), and I came out and told him I was bi. He already knew, cos of something that happened (something else I'll glaze over).

Now that little prick is trying to blackmail me! He's throwing obvious hints around all my other friends, and won't give it a rest! I swear, if he costs me any chance I have with the guy I like, he is not gonna live!

Joshua

[Iota]

Hey Pai, I've just realised that you are a Pisces. Me and you are opposite signs.

HG

[pisces_beedrill]

Ok, if anyone doesn't want to hear me rant, you might want to skip this post. I need to vent.

I decided to be honest with another of my friends (one already knew, as he and I kinda were... let's skip that for the moment, shall we?), and I came out and told him I was bi. He already knew, cos of something that happened (something else I'll glaze over).

Now that little prick is trying to blackmail me! He's throwing obvious hints around all my other friends, and won't give it a rest! I swear, if he costs me any chance I have with the guy I like, he is not gonna live!

Joshua

that is like a guy i know. the one i used to like. he has a nasty heart and i have never trusted him with close secrets. to get the whole school to know anything, tell the guy.




cool, ur a leo.

[Iota]

that is like a guy i know. the one i used to like. he has a nasty heart and i have never trusted him with close secrets. to get the whole school to know anything, tell the guy.




cool, ur a leo.

Uh, no. I'm a Virgo.

Joshua. Don't worry at all. Right, if something did go on between the two of you, then blackmail won't work. If he thinks he can get the whole school against you, take this piece of advice into account.

When my best friend and I decided not to be friends anymore (after a similar situation to the one you're on about if I'm thinking right) he thought he could get everyone against me by telling the whole school I was gay. But it backfired. I've never been closer to some of my friends, and pretty much the whole of the year respected me for coming out. And then I got angry at him for telling people. Well, lets just say I like revenge, and I don't like blackmail.

Since he had said that if I ever told anyone about what happened between us, he's tell everyone I was gay, and since he had already told enough people for it to get around the school (he told the people who were most likely to blab about it) I decided that it might as well come out. Lets put it like this, he wasn't anywhere near as respected as I was, especially since all he was doing was denying it. So basically, he needs to know that whatever he can do, you can do better. If you're proud of being gay/bi, then he can't do squat. It'll help you in the long run to be out, but if he has changeed his mind and decided to be straight, you could screw his life over just by telling one select person who could blab it to the whole school. Blackmail works both ways in this case, Joshua. Don't let him get to you mate.

HG

[Joshua - Shadow Brigadier]

Joshua. Don't worry at all. Right, if something did go on between the two of you, then blackmail won't work. If he thinks he can get the whole school against you, take this piece of advice into account.

When my best friend and I decided not to be friends anymore (after a similar situation to the one you're on about if I'm thinking right) he thought he could get everyone against me by telling the whole school I was gay. But it backfired. I've never been closer to some of my friends, and pretty much the whole of the year respected me for coming out. And then I got angry at him for telling people. Well, lets just say I like revenge, and I don't like blackmail.

Since he had said that if I ever told anyone about what happened between us, he's tell everyone I was gay, and since he had already told enough people for it to get around the school (he told the people who were most likely to blab about it) I decided that it might as well come out. Lets put it like this, he wasn't anywhere near as respected as I was, especially since all he was doing was denying it. So basically, he needs to know that whatever he can do, you can do better. If you're proud of being gay/bi, then he can't do squat. It'll help you in the long run to be out, but if he has changeed his mind and decided to be straight, you could screw his life over just by telling one select person who could blab it to the whole school. Blackmail works both ways in this case, Joshua. Don't let him get to you mate.

HG

Thank you for this, Daniel, isn't it?

Oh, and one thing I should put out: he's not gay. Didn't stop me though.

I don't honestly care what anyone at the school thinks of me, but two problems arise. One is that my school is pretty small (only about 200 students), and anything interesting that happens there goes right round the town. And two, there is one person that I don't want to lose as a friend. Well, I'd rather have him as more than a friend, but I'm willing to wait. I have one friend I can rely on, and he's great at doing little things for me, like finding out who the guy I like likes (if that makes sense), and wiping all evidence of the text messages that could cost me my friendship with the guy I like. God I hate myself for trusting him at the moment.

But thank you anyway.

Joshua

[Iota]

Thank you for this, Daniel, isn't it?

Oh, and one thing I should put out: he's not gay. Didn't stop me though.

Yep, it is. Or Danny if you prefer, but I prefer Daniel/Dan.

Good on you, lol. Never hurts to try I suppose, whether the person is gay/bi/straight. Well, life will never be easy for us young gay/bi people. It's always going to be hard, especially in a small school like that. But don't worry, something good will come up. You never know, you may get lucky. You may find one gay guy in your school that likes you and doesn't freak you out in every single way almost as much to make yuo be sick. In case you havn't got it already, I've had that problem. He was a weirdo, makes my skin crawl just thinking about him.

HG

[Joshua - Shadow Brigadier]

Well, um, one would think I'd learn after the experiences I've had. Had about, let's see, one person out of four who is still a good friend, after I hit on him?

One moved away a few weeks after (after spending weeks avoiding me), one kinda hated me for about eight months, and has only just started trusting me, and I've described the blackmailing person.

No, I really think I was lucky the first time. Although, the guy in question is currently going out with someone else of the female variety (that wasn't meant as an insult), but hey, he is like a diary to me. Well, a diary that you have to almost pin down to get it to listen to you, and occasionally tells you to shut up. But he's trying to help set me up with the guy I like.

The really hard thing, is I see Beau so often. He's in my hockey team, he's in the play with me, and we hang around at lunch. He's only *counts on fingers* 26 months younger than me, and two grades behind me in school. And it hurts not to see him, but it hurts seeing him, and thinking that my chances of getting with him are slim.

That, and I dreamt about him that other night. I dreamt that he kissed me, and I had my hand on his side, and he had his hand resting on the back of my neck. Now, whenever even the slightest thing comes into contact with either of those places on my body, the image keeps popping into my head. I'm not complaining, but it's a little hard to explain why I keep constantly zoning out.

Wow, I think I put more into that paragraph alone than what my dad knows about my love life. This is making me feel much better about myself. Thanks for listening (or would you say reading?) guys.

Joshua

[Iota]

Well, um, one would think I'd learn after the experiences I've had. Had about, let's see, one person out of four who is still a good friend, after I hit on him?

One moved away a few weeks after (after spending weeks avoiding me), one kinda hated me for about eight months, and has only just started trusting me, and I've described the blackmailing person.

No, I really think I was lucky the first time. Although, the guy in question is currently going out with someone else of the female variety (that wasn't meant as an insult), but hey, he is like a diary to me. Well, a diary that you have to almost pin down to get it to listen to you, and occasionally tells you to shut up. But he's trying to help set me up with the guy I like.

The really hard thing, is I see Beau so often. He's in my hockey team, he's in the play with me, and we hang around at lunch. He's only *counts on fingers* 26 months younger than me, and two grades behind me in school. And it hurts not to see him, but it hurts seeing him, and thinking that my chances of getting with him are slim.

That, and I dreamt about him that other night. I dreamt that he kissed me, and I had my hand on his side, and he had his hand resting on the back of my neck. Now, whenever even the slightest thing comes into contact with either of those places on my body, the image keeps popping into my head. I'm not complaining, but it's a little hard to explain why I keep constantly zoning out.

Wow, I think I put more into that paragraph alone than what my dad knows about my love life. This is making me feel much better about myself. Thanks for listening (or would you say reading?) guys.

Joshua

Hey, no problem. I like listening almost as much as I like talking, and boy do I like talking. XD You need someone to talk to about these things, which is why it's so good that you have this "diary" to talk to (by the way, great comparison with the diary, lol).

This is why I like to have friends who are straight, and then random people on the internet. I feel a lot more comfortable talking with people over the internet than I do face-to-face. Most of my mates don't know some of the things I have mentioned in this club. And about Beau (another cute name), you'll get a lot of dreams like that. According to the dream book I use to try and work out what the hell some of my dreams mean, they are usually just your subconcious's wishful thinking. Which is a bummer (lol, no pun intended for most people in this club XD)

HG

[Joshua - Shadow Brigadier]

Well, when I described Ryan (my 'diary') as a diary to his face, I used some stronger terms than 'shut up'. But with Serebii's recent crackdown on swearing...

Subconscious wishful thinking? I thought the subconscious was supposedly more imaginative than the conscious mind. If so, my dreams are certainly going to turn out interesting...

I'm still trying to find out his take on 'gays', without actually asking him. If all else fails, I'll have Ryan bring up the subject. Although he didn't seem quite as grossed out as the rest of my friends when I told him about some of the things Ryan does around at my place. To go with the diary metaphor, he dances without a cover on. I mean, I've seen it before (more than that, but let's not go there. I don't think that's quite appropriate here), but I don't want to see it bouncing up and down as he dances in my doorway.

I pity one of my other friends (who is somewhat homophobic). Ryan plans to get out of the shower, and give him a nice big hug... I might take up Beau's suggestion, and get it on tape. But does that count as porn, or what? Just making sure.

Joshua
PS. Yey! Someone else who listens and talks as much as I do!

[Iota]

Well, when I described Ryan (my 'diary') as a diary to his face, I used some stronger terms than 'shut up'. But with Serebii's recent crackdown on swearing...

Subconscious wishful thinking? I thought the subconscious was supposedly more imaginative than the conscious mind. If so, my dreams are certainly going to turn out interesting...

I'm still trying to find out his take on 'gays', without actually asking him. If all else fails, I'll have Ryan bring up the subject. Although he didn't seem quite as grossed out as the rest of my friends when I told him about some of the things Ryan does around at my place. To go with the diary metaphor, he dances without a cover on. I mean, I've seen it before (more than that, but let's not go there. I don't think that's quite appropriate here), but I don't want to see it bouncing up and down as he dances in my doorway.

I pity one of my other friends (who is somewhat homophobic). Ryan plans to get out of the shower, and give him a nice big hug... I might take up Beau's suggestion, and get it on tape. But does that count as porn, or what? Just making sure.

Joshua
PS. Yey! Someone else who listens and talks as much as I do!

Wish some of my friends would dance naked in front of me, whether they were gay or straight. And yay, talkers, lol. Also, it depends. Is he going to be naked when he hugs him, or will he have grabbed a towel.

If he is naked, will he be a diary with the pen falling out, if you get my analogy? If so, then yeah, that'd be porn. Especially if the Homophobic guy joins in XD. You'd be surprised how far homophobic people go, considering they hate gay people. A lot of the are gay anyway. Not all of them, but a few.

HG

[pisces_beedrill]

wow, i missed alot in the 3 hrs i was'nt here. joshua, close ur heart to straights as they shall never love u, only {maybe} become ur friends. the black mailer should get what he deserves. begin an act of revenge. drop hints that may scare him, like u may rape him or snog him. that'll work. i mean u know where he lives right?

[Iota]

Lol to your post Pai. I somehow don't think saying stuff like that will ever help him. It might get him arrested, lol. Like I said, just quietly mention to him that you have **** on him too.

HG

[pisces_beedrill]

oooh, that would probably do. well, with the guy, whose name is nemanja, i am one of his closest friends, when he gets me mad, by either bullying others or me, i go into a silent anger mood. all my other friends notice and start attacking nemanja, including his girlfriend until he apologises.

[Iota]

oooh, that would probably do. well, with the guy, whose name is nemanja, i am one of his closest friends, when he gets me mad, by either bullying others or me, i go into a silent anger mood. all my other friends notice and start attacking nemanja, including his girlfriend until he apologises.

Hey, that's a good way to make someone apolagise. All I usually do is blank them for a while until they decide that they've done something wrong.

HG

[pisces_beedrill]

really, the good thing is having alot of friends who hate seeing u upset.

[Iota]

I have lots of friends who just like me. Lol, I'm a very likable person. Off-topic: Wooh, we're almost on 1000 posts in the club.

Another topic: Have you ever done anything with a member of the same sex?

Try to keep this topic clean. I have. That's a clean answer. Basically I think anything but kissing will be classed as un-clean here, so that's about all we can say. So yeah, basically I have, which I have hinted at through my posts here. Lets put it like this. Me and a mate were in an "argument" and he gave me a right "mouthful" XD

HG

EDIT: If this tpoic is deemed too rude and/or explicit, then please, by all means stop it.

[Kasumi Christie]

I don't think it's innapropriate at all. I'm going now, but when I come back, I'll give a better answer. Basically, you like who you like, relationship-wise or friendship-wise. If you're friends with this ex-teacher, then you can do what you like.

The cinema is a perfect place to go, with friends or partners. So basically, if you do like her relationship-wise, then good luck.

HG

Thanks Daniel, i'm glad to have had a reply to what posted.. The only reply..makes me wonder why i wasted my time, typing all of that.. -_- Oh well, i'm sort of relieved that you don't think it's innapropriate too, and thanks for wishing me good luck! Appreciated.

-The current should be fine, like said, provided it is kept clean and doesn't get out of hand.

[Iota]

Thanks Daniel, i'm glad to have had a reply to what posted.. The only reply..makes me wonder why i wasted my time, typing all of that.. -_- Oh well, i'm sort of relieved that you don't think it's innapropriate too, and thanks for wishing me good luck! Appreciated.

-The current should be fine, like said, provided it is kept clean and doesn't get out of hand.

No problem, Sheridan. Obviously not everyone here is as preoccupied with other peoples buisness as me

HG

[Joshua - Shadow Brigadier]

Another topic: Have you ever done anything with a member of the same sex?

Try to keep this topic clean. I have. That's a clean answer. Basically I think anything but kissing will be classed as un-clean here, so that's about all we can say. So yeah, basically I have, which I have hinted at through my posts here. Lets put it like this. Me and a mate were in an "argument" and he gave me a right "mouthful" XD

HG

Hmm, now how to keep this clean. Well, yes, I will definetely say yes that I have done some interesting things with my friends. I can't really say anything, as I can't keep it clean.

Wish some of my friends would dance naked in front of me, whether they were gay or straight. And yay, talkers, lol. Also, it depends. Is he going to be naked when he hugs him, or will he have grabbed a towel.

If he is naked, will he be a diary with the pen falling out, if you get my analogy? If so, then yeah, that'd be porn. Especially if the Homophobic guy joins in XD. You'd be surprised how far homophobic people go, considering they hate gay people. A lot of the are gay anyway. Not all of them, but a few.

Um, he won't be wearing anything, and Jamie might be lucky if Ryan has a towel trailing behind him. But he will indeed be 'a diary with the pen hanging out'. We have really done some interesting things with the diary analogy, haven't we.

Now, I have to go get ready to go to school. I wonder what'll happen today? I can hope that I get to spend some time with Beau. But then again, I have a six hours play practice with him tomorrow, so...

Joshua
PS. Oh, and Ryan is not one of these people you'd want to dance naked in front of you. Beau is, though. He has a body to die for, and he is really cute. *drools*

[Iota]

Hmm, now how to keep this clean. Well, yes, I will definetely say yes that I have done some interesting things with my friends. I can't really say anything, as I can't keep it clean.



Um, he won't be wearing anything, and Jamie might be lucky if Ryan has a towel trailing behind him. But he will indeed be 'a diary with the pen hanging out'. We have really done some interesting things with the diary analogy, haven't we.

Now, I have to go get ready to go to school. I wonder what'll happen today? I can hope that I get to spend some time with Beau. But then again, I have a six hours play practice with him tomorrow, so...

Joshua
PS. Oh, and Ryan is not one of these people you'd want to dance naked in front of you. Beau is, though. He has a body to die for, and he is really cute. *drools*

By that I mean, will he have made sure his pen was working, if you get my drift. XD

HG

EDIT: Hey, look how clean I kept mine. I hope it still gave the same point I meant it to give with thos analogies.