Ooh, a thread about school problems? Count me in!
~I got a 69 on my bio exam, which is 1 POINT away from passing
~I was supposed to get a European History class this semester, but the counselers' computers got f**ked up and I, along with apparantly several other people, had their schedules screwed up. >:[ So I have no idea whether I go to it on Monday or not, since I haven't heard back from my counselor since she told me that I was supposed to get in...
Aaaand, that's all I can think of, for now. -.- Ugh, school can only get worse from here, and I've still got another 3 1/2 years left @_@
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Honestly, when I was in undergrad, I didn't understand this. I thought that I had to get a certain result. Now that I am in graduate school, I realize that all of the laboratories that I had in biology and chemistry weren't about the results - they were about me learning how to do something so I would have that experience when I needed it for real. There is so much that goes on in graduate school that I am SO thankful to my college for for giving me that experience, desired results or not.
I had a horrible experience in my Human A&P 142 Lab today (or yesterday but, whatever). We were studying the urinary system and for better understanding, we had to do urine test using ourselves as the donors. So in a group, one person has a choice of doing one of the following: eat 12 pretzels and 2.oz of water, drink 3 cups of 2.oz of distilled water, 12.oz (6, 2.oz cups) of diet soda or 4 "shots" of 2.oz of distilled water with one tablespoon of baking soda in each shot.
And guess who wanted to take one for the team and drank the baking soda? For an hour and a half I couldn't drink or eat, and had to pee as much as I could into a small cup every 30mins. That experience will haunt me for a good month or two.
Oh Wizel, White Warrior, Wielder of the Ancient Sword, Grant Me Your Power! Verto!
Where to begin.
I'm overwhelmed. Completely and utterly overwhelmed. Or at least I was...
I've always heard that college is the end all be all of your life, it determines what kind of job you get, and in turn determines show much money you will make, what people will think of your intellect when you get older... everything could be decided by how well you do or whether or not you decide to go there.
So basically I've had it drilled into me do to college and do really well or you're doomed.
So I threw my all into it, and studied, and studied, and studied...
...and it really felt like my personal life went down the toilet... It was like there was a this constant guilt trip hanging over me saying that I was going to fail the next test/paper/whatever because I wasn't trying hard enough... And the fact that several people around me in class were failing, didn't help.
So what's the result of all that? I have a 4.0 GPA, and was ready to freakout. The stress was overwhelming... It got to point that it felt like I couldn't think straight.
So I took a semester off, and here I am. I just needed to vent... really badly. I feel like I've abandoned everyone and everything that used to make me happy. I miss having fun. I miss having a normal life. Never again. I am never doing that again.
Finals next week, then the next semester starts...
Finals for stats and chemistry are gonna suck, but overall, it shouldn't be that bad. English too, maybe. Whatever, it'll be fine.
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I chose my instrument today. The clarinet.
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Jesus is the way.
I don't like partying. I don't like other people. I don't like my parents.
Should I go to University?
My school has this special event every year called "Student Teacher Administrator Program" where selected students
(usually people with the highest grades in a certain subject or with some sort of special skill in something) get to replace teachers, councilors, coordinators, admins, and staffs for 3 days.
long story short, I'm gonna be a History teacher for three days and I'm pretty nervous.
Wish me luck.
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