i say things i shouldn't about anything on my feeds apparently
I liked going to class in that condition, so as to visualize and burn the information to the back of my head, and then just play it out visually again in my memory till it just consolidated, and got the main idea. I really wanted to get and understand the information well. but when it came to logically explaining it, i couldn't. since my processing was still going thru the whole bottleneck effect. its like downloading something super fast, and then you're kinda like super retarded until you recover and it just kinda crystalized to the point where you're able to word your way around it.
i think the problem is just a respect issue really. i'd just smoke at home and just chill and read. i did it stupidly for political liberal rights and trying to prove some stupid fucking pointless point that not alot of people ****ing even care about. but it's whatevs.